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Name: Derek
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Kansas City
Birthday: 6/17/1982
Gender: Male


Interests: 96.5 the buzz, action movies, agent 5-9, anime, art, bjork, coldplay, computers, cross country, dashboard confessional, david bowie, death cab for cutie, dj shadow, doctor octagon, donnie darko, electronica, fallen, games, harvey danger, internet, kickboxing, kronos quartet, movies, mud games, muse, mxpx, mysticism, opera, pagan, poetry, prodigy, radiohead, rent, requiem for a dream, science fiction, singing, soccer, socializing, star wars, the postal service, the stills, theatre, unkle, writing, yellowcard
Expertise: Computers, Music (Vocal), Poetry, Literature.


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Sunday, December 02, 2007

Currently Listening
Hail To The Thief
By Radiohead
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Many months ago...

So, its been quite a long time since I last checked in here. The only real good news I've got to share is our baby is doing awesome, and the wifey is at 29 (ALMOST 30) weeks, and our baby boy (for we know by the pictures of the recent sonograms) is doing awesome. I really dunno what else to say. I'm still easy to reach, for those who have my number or by those who have my AIM or MSN. Peace out, hommies.


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

BABY

 

So, that's a 9 and a half week old baby right there. I'm gonna be a daddy!


Saturday, July 14, 2007

Currently Watching
The Boondock Saints
By James Binkley, Matthew Chaffee, Billy Connolly, Bill Craig (III), Willem Dafoe
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Yeah, I know... it's been an extremely long time since I had written on here. Well, I figured I'd at least come along and let everyone here who might still, by some miracle act of Dog, want to read my hogwash know I am alright. Life's been really busy lately, with a lot of classtime, working my butt off. I got to go home for the Fourth of July, which was awesome, but the time there was waaaay too short. Its why I can't wait to get back to the Midwest. I miss it.

Anyhow, peace all.


Monday, February 05, 2007

Currently Listening
Final Straw
By Snow Patrol
Run
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Snow Patrol - Run

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess


Saturday, November 25, 2006

Amazing Grace

You know, it's amazing how simple people think life really is when you look at it. You wake up, go to work, come home to your family, have dinner, maybe read the paper. You go to bed, having your dreams. But, there is so much more to life than that. So much more.

I watched "A Time to Kill" tonight with my wife, staying up until now, being about 500am in Cali.

Amazing Grace, How Sweet the Sound...

Even in fiction, there is such great, profound truth that can move the very essence of a person's soul. Something so simple as a view on what a person's race is can change the very outcome of whether or not that person should be convicted of a crime for which a man, or woman, of another crime could have commited.

That saved a wretch, like me...

"Now imagine if she was white..." was the last line of an attorney's summary statement, played by Matthew McConaughey. He showed a jury just how unenlightened it really was, giving them a view of their own prejudices, even if they didn't know they had it.  Yes, it was fiction, but it was also a truth.

I once was lost, but now am found...

I'm not a racist person. Sure, I've got my prejudices, but mine are based off of intellect, location, and in some cases, background, but I don't judge on race. This movie has shown me that I am prejudiced against certain backgrounds, like those from the South, or perhaps those who show less intellegence than others, meaning they don't think things through. But, I learned something about myself tonight. I learned that I need to put my judgements of others aside for a moment before I make a decision on how that person might act, react, or live their lives.

Was blind, but now can see.

Sure, people are allowed their opinions, their dreams, their views on how society lives, on how people live. But, what this movie shows us happens in courtrooms around the country, and has happened many times since the birth of our country, and the births of many countries around the world. Status among the people, where a person might be from, their jobs, their education... All of this leads a jury to convict a man based on stereotypes and prejudices.

I really didn't have anything enlightening to really say, aside from a simple statement: Don't judge anyone, lest ye be judged. Put yourself in their position, throwing into the wind all possible notions that 'it could never happen to me,' and show a little compassion for your fellow humans. They laugh, just like you. They cry, just like you. They bleed, just like you. They die... Just like you. They are brothers and sisters, no matter who they are. And, like brothers and sisters, yes, you may hate them from time to time. However, don't judge them based on something so simple as skin, or one of a hundred other prejudices that exist within human nature. Rise above yourselves and all others, and think before you come to your decision.

Sure, people perpetuate the stereotypes that most of us live by and see other people as they really are; They are you, me, my wife, your family, your brother, father, sister, cousin, uncle, friend.

I do see the stereotypes and have even lived some of them. I have for quite some time, but my vision is a little clearer now. See this movie. Take it for what it is: A message on how we are as Americans. Realize those who defend this country are men, women, blacks, whites, asians, hispanics, and even some from countries we might view as enemies. I view them ALL as brothers and sisters in arms. I would fight, will fight, and if needed, die for them. They wear a uniform, many with 'US' or an American Flag on it. But, that doesn't mean those who aren't serving the country, state, or city aren't my family. That's not the case. I will take a moment each time I meet someone new and remind myself that 'there is a little of me in them.'

Don't look at a persons lineage and instantly view them as a terrorist, a rapist, a murderer, a thief. View them as a human being with the same flaws that are inherent within all of us. Avoid the prejudices that make life difficult to live in peace.

We are one people, in America, and in the world. Remember that.



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